When thought overtakes.....

While scrolling down through the YouTube, I got a nice video. Quite known thoughts which connects to my situation. I was listening to it carefully, some or the other way within fraction of second the whole picture was created in front of me. The video is about a story. A young girl who was explaining about her school days just a day she explained. I was bursted into tears while watching. Does it related to me? Don't know. But the way she was I felt I am like her. One day what happened with her, her friends stopped talking with her completely. She was feeling bad for that. They think she is selfish. After that, one of her teacher told something and from then the only friend for her is a diary where she wrote everything. She wants to cry, she cried there. A diary which never question her back but only listen. She started living alone and make it a habit. But the beautiful thing behind it is, it never leave her alone. Am I like the same? Still it is a question. I don't have a group. Never had. Not a best friend. Because I don't value friendship,p says. But the girl what I was before is changed completely. She become emotional. She needs friends to talk, to share something. She started caring about the people. But may be I don't know how to act as a friend. May be I don't know how to make friends. When I look into mirror, sometimes I found I am looking good means there is a one who is happy for me. When I became sad and look then there is someone who needs me who is sad. All the time, I started consoling myself. I am the one who is my best friend. I caught by all this thoughts while watching video. And when it ended I didn't even realise.

Happy life 😊